update 4/5 - a bad day...

So I got up today after an unfulfilling 3 hours of sleep and went to class. I was really excited about talking about Commodity Fetishism...
but then I learned nothing new and didn't even get to visualize the stratum of things having social relations above the society of alienated people.
So now I have to read the rest of Capital I and I don't really want to.

It's funny how sometimes when I'm tired, I get really talkative and energetic...it's like running on fumes or something...I had a really nice, long lunch with a couple friends, then ran some errands and saw many many more wonderful people...and then I died when I tried to start reading...maybe it was trying to read at the business school that killed me. Maybe I'm just sick of Marx now.

Then people started to get "in the way." you know that feeling? When every time you turn around, some stranger's all up in your piece. It's like you forget the fact that you don't own the world and things/space must be shared--what a bad communist sympathizer I've become!

Funny though, I think I'm still good at smiling on these days...it's sort of like my social reflex.
And I try to cover the tiredness with make-up...but it doesn't actually work because my eyes definitely get smaller, my skin gets dry, and I still feel ugly.

But now my shoulders hurt, and I need a nap...

what else?

I think I've developed alergies...there's definitely some uncalled-for congestion going on.
All 4 copies of the book I need are gone from the library. Stupid overly popular class of people who don't share...
let's be real, right? you know that 36 people need this book, so why do you check it out? why don't you just copy the freakin' 15 pages and put it back on the shelf?
Cicero, De Oratore....maybe not going to be read...
I'll just concentrate on the Bible-reading portion of this assignment. (Wow, am I really reading the Bible?)

Man, I'm cranky!

That's it; it's nap time; maybe I'll be in a better mood after I wake.

Much love,
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